My answer to r/whiteboydiscussion: What's your biggest fantasy?

I often think about what it would be like seeing my girlfriend pleasured by a strong black man. Some chiselled ebony Adonis with rippling muscles and a cock that can cause and orgasm just by being in the same postcode. I feel like this is the type of man she deserves and she is way hotter than me. I'm about a 4 on my best day, whereas she's a 9. She's a former nude model and a gymbunny with 32F boobs. To give you some idea of her body, a few years ago her body looked like Tiffany James and now it looks closer to Alison Star.  I don't know how I got her and I'm not going to question it too much.

We’ve been dating for about 6 years now. We had known each other for a few years before that and were as good as dating for most of that time, but 6 years ago was when we finally said it out loud. During the not-quite-dating period she let slip that she had been seeing someone. She never mentioned it while it was going on even though we talked about (I thought) everything going on in our lives. I always wondered who it was, but seeing as she lived in another town at the time I had no way of knowing. She did tell me that they had unprotected sex on a few occasions and that at least one time he hadn’t pulled out. This really got to me, and still does to this day, as despite my wanting to and asking to she has never let me have sex with her without a condom. Even when she was using other methods of contraception she still said it was best not to risk it. I’m very jealous of the fact that she gave herself to the other guy so quickly yet I’ve spent so much time with her and always been turned down.

 

 

 

I fantasise about her inviting me over and telling me she has something planned. When I get there she blindfolds me and ties me naked to a chair then leaves the room to get ready. When she returns she takes off my blindfold to reveal she's only wearing a tiny bikini that really shows off her F-cup boobs. Stood behind her is a big black bodybuilder, easily a foot taller than her, wearing only a posing pouch. She tells me that she has been seeing this him behind my back for months, and that tonight is a very special night. She steps back against him and he immediately starts to grope her huge breasts, first on top of the bikini but then quickly pulling it off to reveal them.

He roughly squeezes and tugs at her nipples. She gasps but does nothing to stop him. This in stark contrast to her always directing me and telling me to be gentle. He just does what he likes and she loves it. His hand reaches down into her bikini bottoms and roughly rubs her clit with his finger. She turns her head to try to kiss him but he just carries on groping her breasts and rubbing her clit as she kisses his cheek. He undoes the string on her bikini bottoms and lets them fall to the ground, revealing her tiny little pussy completely hairless except for a small landing strip. Her legs widen as his fingers slip inside her. First one, then a second. She never let me put even one single finger inside her before, always saying that she didn’t like it, but it seems like her lover has convinced her otherwise. She lets out a little moan and tries to kiss him again. This time he turns his head and their mouths meet. He immediately puts his tongue into her mouth, and instead of her closing her mouth like she did with me she opens wide and sticks her tongue out too.

 

She's deep French kissing him like I'd never seen her before. She turns her body towards him and wraps her arms around his neck, then he takes her crossed wrists in one hand and pins her against the wall before inserting 2 fingers and hammering her g-spot again. She's gasping and moaning with her eyes tightly closed, clearly concentrating on the sensation of the 2 fingers inside her. Her knees bend and her abdomen tightens as she starts convulsing with an orgasm. When she finishes she opens her eyes and smiles and he slowly removes his to fingers before pressing them to her lips. She licks and sucks her own juices from them then he French kisses her once again. They stop kissing and she smiles from ear to ear as he releases her wrists. Slowly her hands trace down his body until they reach his underwear. She's stroking the bulge, teasing it with her fingertips through the material, but as she goes to reach inside he stops her. Then they both look at me. She takes her bull by the hand and leads him over to me. He's standing with his bulge less than a foot away from my eyes facing my girlfriend who is stood in front of me smiling. She kneels down in front of him gripping his underwear and begins to pull down. Slowly his cock is being revealed, and it's huge. She keeps pulling down his underwear until suddenly his whole cock is unleashed, flicking up right into her pretty face. It must be at least 9 inches long and definitely thicker than mine. Apart from the size, it is also possibly the most beautiful penis I have ever seen. She starts to slowly stroke it, then lifts it to licks his balls that are shaven smooth. He takes hold of her head with both hands and guides her mouth onto the tip of his penis. She parts her lips and he pushes inside. He keeps pushing slowly and her mouth opens wider, gagging a little as she tries to deal with the size of it. I knew she could deepthroat me, but I didn't think there was any way she'd be able to handle her lovers monster cock. His hand is on the back of her head and he holds her in place for a few seconds before letting her go. His cock flops out and she gasps for air for a moment before she giggles and grabs his shaft. She puts it back into her mouth, pushing deep again but barely managing 2/3rds of it before gagging some more and withdrawing. His huge cock is defeating even her throat but she seems determined. After a few more attempts, with her eyes watering and her face covered in her own spit, she grabs his buttocks with both hands and pulls his cock into her mouth until her top lip is pressed against his abdomen. His cock has completely disappeared into her mouth and throat. She holds the position for a few seconds before releasing. She coughs and splutters but smiles triumphantly at the sight of his saliva soaked cock. Then she looks up at me. "Your turn". She puts her hand around his cock and brings the head close to my mouth. "Open wide" she says. I refuse. She starts rubbing the tip against my closed lips. I'm feigning reluctance but in reality I have never seen such a big or beautiful cock in person and would really love to suck it. She chooses a different tactic. She gives the tip of the cock a little kiss, then gives my lips a little kiss. Then she licks my lips and starts to kiss a little more forcefully. I open my lips and start to kiss her back, the BBC still in her hand just inches from my face. She quickly stops kissing me, gives the BBC a single suck, and kisses me again. The BBC moves a little closer so now the tip is pressed against her cheek as she's kissing me, she gives it a suck and kisses me some more. He's inching closer still. She's now alternating between a single open lipped kiss with me and a single suck on the BBC. Eventually it gets to the point where as I'm kissing her the BBC slowly pushes into both of our mouths, Then she moves slowly away, kissing the shaft as the tip is now solely in my mouth. I start to suck but only the head as I'm nowhere near as practiced as my girlfriend. I tongue the tip and bob my head back and forth concentrating on the head and I’m rewarded with the taste of precum for my efforts. She's now stood with her arms around his waist watching me leaning forward in the chair to suck her black lovers cock. I can feel his cock twitch so I look up to see he has his tongue in my girlfriends mouth as he gropes her breasts again. She steps in front of him and his precious cock departs my mouth. She wraps both hands around his neck and jumps up wrapping her legs around his waist. He effortlessly holds her like this while still kissing her. As I look up I can see her little pussy literally dripping wet. She would always get wet but this is the first time I have seen her so turned on that you could see it from the outside. He's now lifting her up and putting his arms under her legs, and with one hand she's reaching down and wanking his cock. "Can I?" she asked him. He just nodded. She holds his cock upright and he lowers her down. "There's no condom!" I exclaim, suddenly all too aware that my girlfriend, who had always made me use condoms for all the years we've been together, has not been on any birth control for more than a year. She wasn't listening. She had positioned the tip of his cock at the entrance to her vagina was lowering down onto it. His cock was bending slightly, she was very tight and he was very big and in spite of her wetness it was not easy going, then suddenly his cock straightened and the first 4 inches disappeared inside her. She gasped and he held her in place for a second, lifting her to withdraw slightly, then lowering her to push in a little more. From my position looking up at them I could clearly see her tight little pussy being stretched by this thick bare black cock. My heart sank at the sight of my girlfriend having unprotected sex, something I had always wanted but she had never allowed me, with this black stud. He was effortlessly lifting her up and down, slowly working deeper inside. She seemed to reach her limit when there was still a good 3 inches of cock waiting to feel her wetness. He fucks her in this position for a while, giving me a good view of her stretched little pussy seemingly in an almost constant state of orgasm from the sounds she was making.

Then he puts her down. He grabs her hair and bends her over facing me, then enters her from the rear. He starts with one hand on her hip pulling her back onto him, with the other pulling her hair.

Her face is a foot or 2 from mine and I can see her eyes closed and her face contorted as she is pounded from behind. 

Then he pulls her upright and kisses her, both hands grabbing her perfect breasts and he starts to fuck her hard again. She's moaning loudly at this point, like I've never heard from her before. After a few minutes of relentless pounding they change positions again. My girlfriend lays on the bed and opens her legs. He gets between her legs and they share some more long, passionate kisses before he eases his penis inside her. He puts her legs up on his shoulders and fucks her slowly to begin with, getting faster and pushing in deeper. I can see that he's only about half way inside her now, but in this position it's all she can take. "Oh God!" I can hear her exclaim over and over again. She's saying it faster and faster as he's fucking her faster and faster. She lets out a scream as he pushes his full length inside her in one deep thrust. Her legs tense up completely and her hands grip his arms as he holds position. She's breathing heavy and moaning. He's not moving. Slowly he withdraws as a single drop of cum leaks from the end of his penis having clearly just flooded my girlfriends unprotected and fertile womb with his seed. She lays there on the bed panting, satisfied and exhausted. He walks over to me and tells me that he can't go home to his girlfriend with my girlfriends pussy juices all over him so it's my job to clean him up. I comply, using my mouth to lap up every drop of her delicious cum from his impressive phallus. I'm in part heartbroken that my girlfriend of so long has been cheating on me, especially that she's so willingly done things with her lover that she had refused to do with me despite my asking, but also incredibly turned on at exhibition of sexual prowess and wanton lust I have just witnessed.